Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Holiday Greeting

until this time...
it was a tense moment since yesterday...and actually since few months back. i realize that people will never satisfy with our effort for them. i realize that i have to be firm and stand still when the storms come and swipe all things around my surroundings. i realize that people tends to blame others and hide their faults, i realize that some people tend to play around with other's feeling, i realize that there are people who doesn't have feelings, i realize that some people seems too hard outside but very soft inside, i realize that loneliness will become my best friend, i realize that i grow older day by day and i realize that i start to appreciate life more often..

and i always realize that, the more i give, the more i get from Allah swt.

i know that i can never satisfy all
all i need to do is to do my best in doing things
there were moments when i scold others
there were moments when i have to be strict and straight to others without compromise
there were moments when i have to comfort others or ask to comfort others
there were moments when i have to consult and suggest solutions for their problems unconditionally
there were moments when i laugh at my staff's fault and it became jokes
there were moments when they laugh at me because of my silly mistakes or misplace things
there were moments when i feel down and there's nobody to comfort me
there were moments where love is needed and demanded
all the above and many things happened within this years have been a  mixed feelings of colorful year.

i hope i will be stronger and stand still as a fighter
i pray to Allah swt to stay still at the right path
i pray to Allah swt to give me strong spirit and iman to face challenges in this temporary world
i pray to Allah swt to give all my loved ones a good heart, good life, good health and happy moments through out all the years
i pray to Allah swt to give me soft heart to love and care about others
and i pray to Allah swt to always forgive all my wrong doings and all my sins
May Allah swt forgive me and may Allah swt hears my du'a

Happy Holidays all


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