New Moon....

"I knew we were both in mortal danger. Still, in that instant, i felt well. Whole...I could feel my heart racing in my chest, the blood pulsing hot and fast through my veins again. My lungs filled deep with the sweet scent that came off his skin. It was like there had never been any hole in my chest. I was perfect - not healed, but as if there had never been a wound in the first place."

Only one drop of blood...changes everything
The Cullen' has to leave...and so Edward, leaving Bella with heart broken into tiny pieces and a hole in her heart. Love, Life, Meaning...was over!

The pain was huge, the life seems to be so empty and hopeless for Bella...4 months has been lifeless for her, pretending she was OK...going back to school, but the eyes and her soul were empty and Charles can't see anything in her...her friends stop calling her to socialize and what more...she become more tinier than ever, she won't eat and sleep...and she's totally lost in pain!

Till...she visit Jacob, and she was surprised herself that she was pleased to see him. The special friendship between bella and jacob grow strong as she become so dependently to jacob, making herself busy so that she could forget the pain and the hole in her heart...

There's something about jacob that she figure it out....something strange has happened and she knew that jacob has become something else....but, it doesn't bother her because she has been with vampires before that and being with the werewolf hasn't freak her out....

The stories become more excitingly suspense...
The Cliff Diving....the Rescue, the Visit from old friend Alice, the Fight, the Hunting, the Volturi, and a lot more breathtaking romance and action you'll suprisingly find in reading New Moon...

New Moon will end and leaving you breathless for the third book...Eclipse!

Twilight...

I've never been so focused in reading an english novel for so long...

But...
reading Twilight is something phenomenal...the author Stephanie Meyer, intelligently bring readers into the story itself...and feel the suspense while reading the book.

Twilight...unbelieveable!
The stories of vampires...the forbidden love (bella n edward)...though, it's just a fiction and writer's high n creative imagination, the plot, the stories, how its starts and how the stories end in the first book at least, the questions and more questions will be in the readers mind as the stories doesn't end yet...

Twilight...
The first part...was a little bit hilarious and funny...i keep on smiling when reading the first 3 chapters - bella starts schooling in Yorks, the first time bella see edward, bella's curiosity on edward, hitting by the van and saved by edward who has more strength than other human being...about edward who doesn't admit and tell bella how did he do that...the saving things, the accident and etc etc etc...reading each interesting plots, make me want to finish it so quickly and badly without missing any plot and story in the book...

the most interesting part is...the jumping and flying on the trees, and the baseball games with The Cullen's Family...the plot was imaginably interesting...

One thing for sure, after finishing the first book...it feels that the existance of vampires exists in this world, though i dont believe on vampires...though in our culture, there's also a stories about vampires in a much different way...that reminds me on Raja Bersiung...who had been addicted to human blood when his cookers accidentally cut-off his fingers and the blood fell in the food...

the 2nd book...I've just started reading it last night...and I'm already in chapter 3...:)
now that...i can say that i'm addicted reading books, likewise before...the addiction is more on buying books :-D

New Place....n Tribute to my ex-colleagues

It's weird...seeing the new place is too quiet
People are not as friendly as the old place...or might it be me who are not friendly enough with everybody?

The new workplace i can say....quite dull, no decorations at the wall, no colourful wallpaper stick to the wall and from one of the new colleague i met in the office, it is to maintain the corporate look and feel in the office...hmmm. I hope that my ex-colleagues will appreciate and cherish what they have there - the big cubicle they have, the notebooks+desktop they have though some are not entitled to have both notebooks and desktop, the happening pantry in the Unit though some are not very hygienic enough to clean and wash their own mug and plates after eating or so called buat-buat lupa dan basuh, till someone have to wash their mugs and plates...the boss who is very kind and never in my life seeing him scold his staffs and officers, the ex-colleagues who are very supported and very understanding though sometimes make us irritating with their behaviour and act...etc.etc.etc...

I try to make my cubicle looks a bit lively than others...but, i have to be very careful, not to exagrate in decorating the small place i have here...with a placemat on the table and a birthday card from the ex-colleague and a gift from them...it does make my cubicle a bit lively than yesterday...:)

The distance from my house to the new work place is a bit far from the previous one...everything seems to be new to me, and i have to adjust myself really quick on the new environment...

The work scope totally changed 360 degrees...
Now, i have to memorize and understand the so called Arahan Perbendaharaan, the Procurement, and all that related to the Perolehan ICT. Luckily, i have a little bit experience in the previous place that i can apply and practice here...

Though the new workscope was totally different from the previous one, i try to maintain my skill on others, and at the same time, increase the skill on the new jobscope...hopefully, i can have them both - the development & designing skill and the procurement skill. The challenges here...to adapt quickly to the environment, to increase the knowledge with the new skill and job scope, to familirize the way to the new office (the 2nd day going there, i still get confuse - going there and coming back) and to get familiar with everyone's face and learn from others.

My ex-boss, once said that...there is no term as NO WORK in the office, you have to find the work because you're being paid in doing the job during office hour. If work doesn't come to you, you have to chase and find it....

Hope that, i'll survive at the new place, as i've survived at the previous place....
The previous place i think was much much harder...and believe it or not, i learn a lot, as i would say that working at the previous place was priceless - the work and also the people there who have been around me nearly for 5 years. Thanks a lot guyz for the experiences, the understandings, the arguements, the gossips, the backstabbing, the fights, the storms, the moment of joys, the celebrations, the tears and lot of funs there...those experiences will be a memorable and unforgettable for me.

I hope that, the close relationship and the bonding with u guyzs will remain and still going strong and better...InsyaAllah!

Knowing that work can be really hard and tough there, with a decreasing in the mainpower, I wish you guyzs All the Best and Good Luck with your work there...I'll pray for your success there and hope that you'll do the same to me!

"When the going gets tough, the tough gets going"
-bieeyah-